Sarah's Talking To You

"please come join us here....it would be ever so charming, we can be special and we can be beautiful" (Sarah)

"i don't know if we should control them sarah...?" (Ana)

"oh...dont be harsh and daft, they need us...they need us so" (Sarah)

"well, i am the special one, pure and beautiful...do you want me to teach you?" (Ana)

"yes, teach me, teach us all, we wish we were special, your so fucking special.......follow me to my realm......." (Sarah)



This is the only way to make people love you. Honey. They'll love you now....follow us.

A Thinspo Role Model?? Sarahs Choice.

Sarah and i have chosen Kristen Stewart as our rolemodel

simply because i have loved her since forever

since she was like 10 and just a childstar actress. and cos shes so hotly thin.

i love her in Speak and watch that movie all the time

and not to mention Twilight !!

another great role model we love is - - Alison Lohman got to love her in White Oleander !!

having a thinspo rolemodel is great, and not only does someone like Kristen Stewart give you free thinspo but you get all the hot movies shes in too! so role models cover a broad spectrum of media.

you can choose anyone, common choices are Kate Moss, The Olsen Twins, Amy Winehouse, Kirsten Dunst. Anyone. google thinspo rolemodels for more info.

Lyrics - - - Lyrics - - - Sarah Sings

these are lyric extracts that i treasure......

No hesitation, no delayYou come on just like special KJust like I swallowed half my stashI never ever want to crashNo hesitation, no delayYou come on just like special KNow you're back with dope demandI'm on sinking sandGravityNo escaping gravityGravityNo escaping... not for freeI fall down... hit the groundMake a heavy soundEvery time you seem to come around. (Special K - Placebo)

You see the struggle flood the skinFrom promises to paper-thinShe turns a blind eye, will of stoneFrom stunning smile, to flesh and bone (Dressed In Decay - Cky)


I'm so sick, infected withWhere I liveLet me live without thisEmpty bliss, selfishness,I'm so, I'm so sick (Im so sick - Flyleaf)

Love hangs herselfwith the bedsheets in her cellthrew myself on the fires for you10 good reasons to stay alive10 good reasons that I can't find
Oh, give me a reason to be beautifulso sick in his body so sick in his souloh give me one reason to be beautifuloh and everything I am ( Reasons to be beautiful - Hole)

If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone ( Crash and burn - Savage Garden)




You're so fucking special - I wish I was special


These fragile bodies of touch and taste This fragrant skin this hair like lace Spirits open to the thrust of grace Never a breath you can afford to waste
(Lovers in a dangerous time - Barenaked Ladies)

Ana's Bracelet - - - Sarah's Beads

This is the standard 'Ana Bracelet'
and the other picture (with the black backdrop) is of my own ana bracelet or rather 'my sarah's beads'.

An ana bracelet is commonly RED and beaded, but there are a few variations, some people wear red bangles or similar bracelets.....instead.

personally....i like an ana bracelet to be heavy in weight.

Ana's Reading List

Thin by Lauren Greenfield

The Best Little Girl in the World by Steven Levenkron

Golden Cage: The Enigma of Anorexia Nervosa, with a New Foreword by Catherine Steiner-Adair, Ed.D. by Hilde Bruch

Wasted : A Memoir of Anorexia and Bulimia by Marya Hornbacher

The Passion of Alice by Stephanie Grant

The Hunger Scream by Ivy Ruckman

The Echo Glass: A Novel about Anorexia Nervosa by Heather Morrall

Stick Figure by Lori Gottlieb

My Sister's Bones by Cathi Hanauer

Eve's Apple: A Novel by Jonathan Rosen

I Am an Artichoke by Lucy Frank

Losing It -by- Sandy Mckay
Second Star To The Right -by- Deborah Hautzig
Skinny -by- Ibi Kaslik

My Current Favourite Thinspo Songs

Creep - Radiohead
Creep - Scarling (radiohead cover)
Perfect - Flyleaf
Sorrow - Flyleaf
Im So Sick - Flyleaf
Special K - Placebo
Bitter End - Placebo

Reasons to be beautiful - Hole
Doll Parts - Hole
Bones - The Killers

Good Enough - Evanescence
Everybody's Fool - Evanescence

Anorexic Beauty - Pulp
Hunger - The Distillers
Dressed In Decay - Cky

(check out my thinspo songs list for thinpirational songs)
(these are just my favourites)

Ana's Gallery

Ana's Thinspo Songs List

# Beautiful Dastier- 311
# Big isn’t beautiful- King Adrona
# Beautiful- Christina Aguliera
# Reflection- Christina Aguliera
# Burn- Alkaline Trio
# Bleeder- Alkaline Trio
# Blue Carolina- Alkaline Trio
# Emma- Alkaline Trio
# Ditry little Secret- All American Rejects
# Everythings just wonderful- Lily Allen
# Crucify- Tori Amos
# Jackies Strenght- Tori Amos
# Precious Things- Tori Amos
# Silent all these years- Tori Amos
# Strange little girl- Tori Amos
# Acorss the universe – Fiona Apple
# Better Version of me- Fiona Apple
# Fast as you can- Fiona Apple
# Extraoredinary Machine- Fiona Apple
# Limp – Fiona Apple
# Never is a promise – Fiona Apple
# Sullen girl- Fiona Apple
# The first taste- Fiona Apple
# Castle down- Emilie Autumn
# Gothic Lolitia – Emilie Autumn
# I want my innocence back- Emilie Autumn
# If you’ll feel better-Emilie Autumn
# Liar- Emilie Autumn
# Misery loves company- Emilie Autumn
# Opheliac- Emilie Autumn
# Repunzel- Emilie Autumn
# Save you- Emilie Autumn
# Swallow- Emilie Autumn
# The art of suicide – Emilie Autumn
# Show me the meaning of being lonely- Backstreet boys
# Lovers in a dangerous time- Barenaked ladies
# Nervous breakdown- black flag
# She walked away- Barlow girl
# Staying fat- Bloc party
# Goodbye to you Michelle Branch
# Anthems for the 17 year old girl- Broken social scene
# Down the rabbit hole- Bright eyes
# Into the ocean- Bright eyes
# Lua- Brights eyes
# Lament for a pretty baby – Bright eyes
# Won’t ever be happy again- Bright eyes
# A scale , A mirror and those indifferent clocks- Bright eyes
# Whatever ( I had a dream) – Butthole surfers
# Diary of jane ( Acoustic) – Breaking Benjamin
# Dairy of Jane – Breaking Benjamin
# Until the end – Breaking Benjamin
# Sting bean Jean- Belle & Sebastian
# She’s losing it- Belle & Sebastian
# Cky- Dressed in Decay
# The scientist- Coldplay
# Iris-Counting crows
# Color blind- Counting crows
# Anna begins- Counting crows
# Addicted- Kelly Clarkson
# Breakaway- Kelly Clarkson
# Help me – Nick Carter
# Ordinary Day- Vanessa Carlton
# Bulimic beats- Catatonia
# Standard lines- Dashboard confessional
# Swiss Army Romance- Dashboard Confessional
# Emily sing something sweet for me- Dashboard confessional
# The brilliant dance- Dashboard confessional
# Again I go unnoticed- Dashboard confessional
# The places you have come to fear the most- Dashboard confessional
# The hunger- Distillers
# Sick of it all- Distillers
# Deyer down- Vanity
# Emotion-Destiony’s child
# White flag- Dido
# Here with me – Dido
# Someone I once know- Dead celebrity status
# Sweetest perfection- Depche mode
# Siren – Majandra Delfino
# Bruises- Majandra Delfino
# Slide- Ani Difranco
# This Bouquet- Ani Difranco
# Jukebox- Ani Difranco
# Superhero- Ani Difranco
# 32 flavors- Ani Difranco
# Not a pretty girl- Ani Difranco
# Stricken- Distrubed
# Hungry heart- Minnie Driver
# Girl Anachronism- Dresdem dolls
# Bad habit- Dresden Dolls
# Prefect fit- Dresden Dolls
# Good day- Dresden Dolls
# Flagpole sitta – Harvey Danger
# Anywhere- Evanescence
# Bring me to life- Evanescence
# Everybody’s fool- Evanescence
# Farther away- Evanescence
# Field of innocence- Evanescence
# Exodus- Evanescence
# Good enough- Evanescence
# Going under- Evanescence
# Heart shaped box – Evanescence
# Lithium- Evanescence
# Imiginary- Evanescence
# A cross and a girl named blessed- Evan’s blue
# Breathe- Earuaser
# All good things ( must come to an end)- Nelly Furtado
# Say it right – Nelly Furtado
# I disappear- The faint
# Poupee de cire, Poupee de son- France Gall
# Perfect- Flyleaf
# I’m so sick- Flyleaf
# Sorrow- Flyleaf
# Skinny- Flyleaf
# Bleed like me- Garbage
# # 1 Crush – Garbage
# Queer- Garbage
# Medication- Garbage
# When your gone- Garbage
# So like a rose- Garbage
# I’m only happy when it rains- Garbage
# Stupid girl- Garbage
# Holy- Golden palominos
# Boulevard of broken dreams- Greenday
# I try- Macy Gray
# Acoustic #3- Goo Goo dolls
# Black Balloon- Goo Goo dolls
# Plump-Hole
# Reasons’ to be beautiful- Hole
# Jennifer’s body- Hole
# Doll parts- Hole
# Katie- Missy Higgins
# Drowning – Missy Higgins
# The sound of white – Missy Higgins
# Posion Girl- HIM
# This time around- Hanson
# Feed me – Juilanna Hatfield
# Annies anorexic- Huntingtons
# Hide and seek- Imgoen Heep
# That day- Natalie Imbruglia
# One more addiction- Natalie Imbruglia
# This town- Jack off Jill
# Vivica – Jack off Jill
# Strawberry Gashes- Jack off Jill
# Devil with a black dresson- Jack off Jill
# Girl scout – Jack off Jill
# Everything’s brown- Jack off Jill
# She’s lost control- Joydivision
# These hands- Jewel
# Goodbye Alice in wonderland- Jewel
# Me and bobby Mcgee- Janis Joplin
# Pain- Jimmy eat world
# closer- Jimmy eat world
# Mad world- Gary Jules
# Posters- Jack Johnson
# Beautiful like you- Joydrop
# Paper doll- Kittie
# Into the darkness- Kittie
# I never – Rilo Kiley
# Accidental Death- Rilo Kiley
# Portions for foxes- Rilo Kiley
# Jenny you’re barely alive- Rilo Kiley
# Skin and bone – The kinks
# Bones- The killers
# Starving- Geri Karlstorm
# Nobody’s home- Avril Lavigne
# Take me away- Avril Lavigne
# I’m with you- Avril Lavigne
# Things I’ll never say – Avril Lavigne
# Complicated- Avril Lavigne
# Keep holding on – Avril Lavigne
# Rumors- Lindsay Lonhan
# Confessions of a broken heart- Lindsay Lohan
# Easier to run- Linkin Park
# Breaking the habit- Linkin Park
# Numb- Linkin Park
# In the end – Linkin Park
# She’s falling apart- Lisa Loeb
# Binge and purge- Lunachicks
# She said- Brie Larson
# 8 easy steps – Alanis Morissette
# Perfect- Alanis Morissette
# Would not come- Alanis Morissette
# 3am- Matchbox 20
# Unwell- Matchbox 20
# Concrete Angel- Martina McBride
# Mirror, Mirror- M2M
# Redeemer-Marilyn Manson
# A few buiries- Maria Mena
# Just a little bit- Maria Mena
# 4st 7lb- Manic street preachers
# She is suffering- Manic street preachers
# Sophie- Eleanor McEvoy
# Fallen- Sarah McLachan
# World on fire- Sarah Mclachan
# Straight to video- Mindless self indulgence
# Helena- My chemical Romance
# Famous last words- My chemical Romance
# I’m not okay (I promise)- My chemical Romance
# Welcome to the black prade- My Chemical Romance
# The ghost of you- My chemical Romance
# The jetset life is gonna kill you- My chemical Romance
# Comsteic- My Ruin
# Made to measure- My Ruin
# The Prize of beauty – My dying bride
# She will be loved – Maroon 5
# Sick little suicides – The matches
# A perfect lie- Nip Tuck OST
# I want to be beautiful- Nip Tuck OST
# Perfect body remix- Nip Tuck OST
# So Damn Beautiful- Nip Tuck OST
# Final Destnation- Nine inch nails
# Corforting lie- No doubt
# Paper bag- Anna Nalick
# Suffer for fashion- of montreal
# shattered pieces- Otep
# Supersman’s Dead- Our lady peace
# Dear friend- Stacie Orrico
# Special K- Placebo
# Teenage Angst- Placebo
# Meds- placebo
# Damaged- Plumb
# I can’t do this – Plumb
# Cut- Plumb
# Manic- Plumb
# Don’t let me get me- pink
# Family portart- Pink
# Anorexic beauty- Pulp
# Scars – Paparoach
# Why can’t I – Liz Phair
# We will become silhouettes- Postal service
# Perfect by Thursday- Kendall Payne
# Because I can – Katy Rose
# Watchting the rain- Katy Rose
# Lemon- Katy Rose
# Original Skin- Katy Rose
# Teaching myself to dream- Katy Rose
# Tranylviania concubine- Raspuntina
# Dig Ophelia- Raspuntina
# Creep – Radiohead
# Fake plastic trees – Radiohead
# talk show host– Radiohead
# China Doll- Susanne vega
# Undertow- Suanne Vega
# You make me thick- SNUF
# Hollow- Sumbersed
# Lucky- Briteny Spears
# Everytime- Birtney Spears
# Girl in the mirror- Birtney Spears
# Breath me- Sia
# Crash and burn- Savage Garden
# Two beds in a coffee machine- Savage Garden
# Manorexic- Scarling
# Creep (radiohead cover) – Scarling
# In the pretend world – scarling
# Stapled to the mattress- Scarling
# Band aid covers the bullet hole- Scarling
# City noise- Scarling
# Alexzander the burn victim- Scarling
# Baby durcual- Scarling
# Broken record- Scaring
# (Northbound on) Cahuenga- Scarling
# Tunic- Sonic Youth
# Bother – Stone sour
# Through glass – Stone sour
# Beauty from pain- Superchick
# Courge –superchick
# Stand in the rain- superchick
# Lucy at the gym- Jill Soblue
# Supermodle- Jill Soblue
# Bones – saves the day
# Cars and calories- saves the day