Monday, November 30, 2009

Sarah's Talking To You

"please come join us here....it would be ever so charming, we can be special and we can be beautiful" (Sarah)

"i don't know if we should control them sarah...?" (Ana)

"oh...dont be harsh and daft, they need us...they need us so" (Sarah)

"well, i am the special one, pure and beautiful...do you want me to teach you?" (Ana)

"yes, teach me, teach us all, we wish we were special, your so fucking special.......follow me to my realm......." (Sarah)



This is the only way to make people love you. Honey. They'll love you now....follow us.

A Thinspo Role Model?? Sarahs Choice.











Sarah and i have chosen Kristen Stewart as our rolemodel

simply because i have loved her since forever

since she was like 10 and just a childstar actress. and cos shes so hotly thin.

i love her in Speak and watch that movie all the time

and not to mention Twilight !!
another great role model we love is - - Alison Lohman got to love her in White Oleander !!
having a thinspo rolemodel is great, and not only does someone like Kristen Stewart give you free thinspo but you get all the hot movies shes in too! so role models cover a broad spectrum of media.
you can choose anyone, common choices are Kate Moss, The Olsen Twins, Amy Winehouse, Kirsten Dunst. Anyone. google thinspo rolemodels for more info.

Lyrics - - - Lyrics - - - Sarah Sings

these are lyric extracts that i treasure......

No hesitation, no delayYou come on just like special KJust like I swallowed half my stashI never ever want to crashNo hesitation, no delayYou come on just like special KNow you're back with dope demandI'm on sinking sandGravityNo escaping gravityGravityNo escaping... not for freeI fall down... hit the groundMake a heavy soundEvery time you seem to come around. (Special K - Placebo)

You see the struggle flood the skinFrom promises to paper-thinShe turns a blind eye, will of stoneFrom stunning smile, to flesh and bone (Dressed In Decay - Cky)


I'm so sick, infected withWhere I liveLet me live without thisEmpty bliss, selfishness,I'm so, I'm so sick (Im so sick - Flyleaf)

Love hangs herselfwith the bedsheets in her cellthrew myself on the fires for you10 good reasons to stay alive10 good reasons that I can't find
Oh, give me a reason to be beautifulso sick in his body so sick in his souloh give me one reason to be beautifuloh and everything I am ( Reasons to be beautiful - Hole)

If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone ( Crash and burn - Savage Garden)




You're so fucking special - I wish I was special


These fragile bodies of touch and taste This fragrant skin this hair like lace Spirits open to the thrust of grace Never a breath you can afford to waste
(Lovers in a dangerous time - Barenaked Ladies)




Ana's Bracelet - - - Sarah's Beads







This is the standard 'Ana Bracelet'
and the other picture (with the black backdrop) is of my own ana bracelet or rather 'my sarah's beads'.
An ana bracelet is commonly RED and beaded, but there are a few variations, some people wear red bangles or similar bracelets.....instead.
personally....i like an ana bracelet to be heavy in weight.

Ana's Reading List

Thin by Lauren Greenfield

The Best Little Girl in the World by Steven Levenkron

Golden Cage: The Enigma of Anorexia Nervosa, with a New Foreword by Catherine Steiner-Adair, Ed.D. by Hilde Bruch

Wasted : A Memoir of Anorexia and Bulimia by Marya Hornbacher

The Passion of Alice by Stephanie Grant

The Hunger Scream by Ivy Ruckman

The Echo Glass: A Novel about Anorexia Nervosa by Heather Morrall

Stick Figure by Lori Gottlieb

My Sister's Bones by Cathi Hanauer

Eve's Apple: A Novel by Jonathan Rosen

I Am an Artichoke by Lucy Frank

Losing It -by- Sandy Mckay
Second Star To The Right -by- Deborah Hautzig
Skinny -by- Ibi Kaslik




My Current Favourite Thinspo Songs

Creep - Radiohead
Creep - Scarling (radiohead cover)
Perfect - Flyleaf
Sorrow - Flyleaf
Im So Sick - Flyleaf
Special K - Placebo
Bitter End - Placebo

Reasons to be beautiful - Hole
Doll Parts - Hole
Bones - The Killers

Good Enough - Evanescence
Everybody's Fool - Evanescence

Anorexic Beauty - Pulp
Hunger - The Distillers
Dressed In Decay - Cky

(check out my thinspo songs list for thinpirational songs)
(these are just my favourites)

Ana's Gallery